Amazing good stories out there, reminds me for the thousandth time the power of a good story. I wish I had read these stories earlier, when my friend was going through PPD and before I went into labor myself. I think I was trying too hard to only read and hear stories about easy childbirth and easy motherhood, so as not to "scare" myself. But in the end I went through a desperate labor, delivery, and 2 weeks of first-time-motherhood with no playbook and a sneaking suspicion that it would never get better. Everyone said the words I hated most: "It gets better," and every time I heard that I would hear a voice in my head say, "Only if you survive that long." But here I am on the other side of those promises, just like I made it to the other side of infertility treatments, and probably the only way I made it, like most of the women whose stories I read, is by asking for and sometimes demanding help. Yeah, I pretty much made people help me, except for those who couldn't. It probably saved me and R. But we're not done yet.
things to acquire by hook or by crook: microwave $59 @ target food processor-ness $100-150 @ macy's george foreman grilleration $19.99 @ target (can it be!?) macbook $1000 @ black friday sale 2010 final cutty (studio) $1000 @ apple.com 007 camera-pen (or sth similar from veho) $100 @ J&R bathing suit $29 (-$20 w/coupon) @ old navy as part of an effort to develop problem-solving skills (big problem: save money) and also become more conscious of how i am moving through life, i have decided to help SF build new furniture for the living room. project 1 - coffee table 2 - bench 3 - kitchen island 4 - chairs 5 - bunk bed!?!?
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